It was a beautiful weekend here. Gorgeous blue skies. Still-green grass. Golden leaves. Lovely.
This morning it was rainy and windy – just enough to make me think about the end of the season.
After work, I went to the grocery store, and by the time I was headed home, it was almost dark.
And I got sad.
I got sad coming home to an empty house.
Sad coming home to no one.
Wondering if I’m always going to come home to an empty house.
I haven’t had a “woe is me” post for a while, and I don’t really need this one.
But I stupidly just can’t help it.
My new relationship is going really well. My job is going well. The future is looking positive and hopeful.
So why am I down?
I know this will pass.
I just wish it would hurry up and go.
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October 17, 2011 at 8:37 pm
TheIdiotSpeaketh
I standing on my head and yodeling for you….. does that take your mind off things? 🙂
October 17, 2011 at 8:39 pm
Seasweetie
A video of that would really help,id…
October 17, 2011 at 8:48 pm
Cin
~hugs~ 🙂 We all have those moments. And trust me I know how hard it is. Moments where you just wish the lights were on and someone was sitting on the couch to smile as you walk in….
But! the moment will pass and tomorrow you will wake up and smile at the day and you will appreciate the moments you do have with your partner more because of these little dark times.
❤
October 17, 2011 at 9:08 pm
Seasweetie
Thanks, Cin – I needed that. (((Hugs)))
October 17, 2011 at 9:52 pm
slpmartin
Better to have it go slow and last…than fast and end…here’s to a beautiful future…cheers!
October 17, 2011 at 10:52 pm
Seasweetie
It will be beautiful indeed. Thanks, slp.
October 18, 2011 at 8:18 am
suzicate
We are all entitled to “woe is me” moments…it’s part of life…reflecting on those helps us grow and appreciate all we have. Hugs, and hoping for a brighter day for you today.
October 20, 2011 at 6:58 am
Barbara Rodgers
The tide goes in and out, the seasons change, and so do our moods. I’ve never lived alone and I wonder at times what it would be like, as I know many women who do. I hope you’re feeling better today! *hugs*
October 20, 2011 at 9:27 pm
Seasweetie
I think it’s about time to write about living alone again, Barbara. It’s an interesting journey. And thank you so much, I am feeling better today. ((hugs))