Things here continue to be in flux, with the town considering buying and scraping my little white house, and challenges with figuring out how MKL and I are going to merge households. Add to that the possibility that our long plan trip to a remote island is in grave jeopardy due to his work, and what do you have? Me. Fragile. Having fantastic dreams of tornadoes and devils and destructions. But still standing. Trying to find my places of gratitude and power, while letting go of the things I cannot control. My brain does have a tendency to ruminate on things, making them worse than they are. At least I recognize that, and I can work with myself on it.
We did have a lovely day on Sunday, taking Sophia the BMW over Guanella Pass to see the change of seasons. Here’s an image that reflects the transience and fragility of nature. And yet, each season marks a return to a new sort of beauty and strength.
Guanella Pass, Colorado.
Quote of the day: “One can remain alive long past the usual date of disintegration if one is unafraid of change, insatiable in intellectual curiosity, interested in big things, and happy in small ways.” — Lemony Snicket
Daily gratitudes:
The red-tailed hawk on the telephone wire, sun shining through his tail feathers
EPA workers protesting the government shutdown
That it was good coffee, even if I did spill it all over my shirt
The shine and dance in MKL’s eyes when he looks at me
A dog to pet outside the grocery store
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October 1, 2013 at 9:55 pm
cantfindmenow
I am in love with the idea that you are going to “merge households”. This season of sogginess is still covered in hope, love, and a journey untold. Life is good! I love you
October 1, 2013 at 9:59 pm
Seasweetie
I love you too. I was just thinking today how much I love you even though we have pretty different political stances. Nothing can change how grateful I am to have you in my life and in my heart.
October 3, 2013 at 9:31 pm
cantfindmenow
I feel the same way…..completely. There is a bond which I can’t explain. Love surpasses everything worldly and keeps the pathways free for love to flow between us. I am even thankful for what/whom brought us together, LOL ❤
October 3, 2013 at 9:57 pm
Seasweetie
I’m not quite at that gratitude point yet but I’m so glad you are. I’m grateful that we found each other.
October 1, 2013 at 10:00 pm
gabbiecbg
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October 2, 2013 at 5:21 am
So Does That Mean I'm Southern
Love the picture! Love your gratitudes too!
October 2, 2013 at 11:54 am
lucindalines
Good luck and may God be with you in the decisions that lie ahead.